I'm tired of this, I want to move away to a place that isn't full of fucking self-centred losers who feel sorry for themselves all day. I showed up to your fucking pity party of a life you lead and guess what? You were too shoved up your own ass to attend. I'm tired of people treating people like shit, treating knowledgeable, worth it people deserving loving people with big hearts bigger than their fucking bodies and leaving them in the fucking dust. I'm tired of good people going out on a limb for everybody, making excuses for ignorance and hatred and still being forgotten. I hate this place where love doesn't exist and god doesn't exist and safety and passion and beauty is all just complete BULLSHIT. give me a place where people aren't synical about every fucking, miniscule thing. Give me light in a dark room, in a foggy graveyard where the lost lover is buried but their other half is fucking some random in the pub bathroom around the corner. And that, people fucking. fucking fucking fucking. Is it possible to love anyone without love anymore? of course not, because love is obsolete. Love is obsolete in a world where NOBODY THINKS THEY'RE WORTH THE FUCKING LOVE THAT EVERYONE. HAS. TO. GIVE.
blood? blood is in you to give? what kind of scientific bullshit is that? Prentitious greedy mother fucking assholes who don't believe in the stability of darwin or shakespeare because they are common. Get off your fucking high HIGH horse, and come down witht he rest of the god damned population who carry TEN THOUSAND POUNDS on their shoulders every morning, and get upset at the barista because your chocolate milk is too "grande," and get angry at your husband because he looked over your shoulder at your text message conversation. Get mad at everyone, why don't you, the world needs a fucking good change.
In such an abstract world as this, where is the room for anything worth it? eh? Just, fuck it.
Fuck off fuck you fuck everything, if everyone else can be so GOD DAMNED UPSET ABOUT THEIR LIVES WHY CAN'T PEOPLE WHO HAVE IT HARD BE ANGRY? WHY CAN'T I BE PISSED OFF BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT I DO IN MY LIFE IS INADEQUETE? WHY DID I CHOOSE SUCH A MOTHER FUCKING STUPID REDUNDANT LIFE PATH? BECAUSE SOMETIMES IN LIFE IT'S BEAUTIFUL TO DO THE FUCKING THINGS YOU LOVE. AND THAT ISN'T A LITERAL TRANSLATION, I AM NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT DOING THE SHIT I LOVE RIGHT NOW, BUT BECAUSE I AM TRYING DOESN'T MEAN THAT I NEED ANOTHER FUCKING TO DO LIST LONG OF BULLSHIT WORRIES TO THINK ABOUT.
So take your pretentious, self-pitying, depressed, upset, ungrateful, cunt-y fucking opinions out the fucking door, start from zero, and realise the bullshit that's been spilling from your life for as long as you can remember, and reload.
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