I don't reread these

I realised last night that I never reread my blogs, like I've never actually seen the webpage that these go on, because I never really check them. I did yesterday, and everything that i've written from work doesn't have paragraph breaks, which sort of bothers me a whole lot. I am going to try to fix this, maybe it is only my computer, so this post may look realy wonky. I am wearing my flowery dress tomorrow and no one can stop me! I AM ME AND I AM OKAY WITH THAT. I used to have a friend who had that on a poster, and I've been saying it a lot lately. I don't think it's necessary to worry anymore, like actually. Today is Thursday, which means tomorrow is friday and ultimately the beginning of the weekend. Next week is next week, and on next Tuesday I may find out about the job, which would really be helpful for my sanity right now, since it's hanging there by a thread. I'm doing better since yeserday morning though, in good spirits. Thoughts don't work properly inside my head sometimes, I forget things in an instant. I can't reread what I just said and I have no recollection, I'm just eating an apple, and now the thought is gone. I'm debating on starting somethign completely new. I've been thinking about it for a little while now, and it is a writing project that would be interesting to work on. Despite my work with a certain birthday ppresent, that will be the project I am working on, and possibly getting audible.com to play me the mortal instruments book finally, since I still think the two star-crossed-lovers are siblings...Maybe I should read the next book to figure all that out. And there's a new gossip girl on! I also should write that review on that poetm that I said I would, maybe I'll do that this weekend too....Or I'll lay around and watch skins, that's very very likely. Habe you ever heard meat loaf sing 'when i touch you like this?' etc? It's like the most passionate song a man with a mullet could pull off, I imagine him sitting on his knees in a hardwood floored room crying, holding just a dress, thinking of his lost love....with his mullet. Moment ruined yet again by hair. There are lots of other moments that could be ruined by hair.....but um, this is turning too comical or gross for my liking, I'd like to finish this apple. Long post today due to the lack of me having anything to do, day one of three hopefully only three. NOTE TO SELF:UT MONEY IN YOUR SAVINGS ACCOUNT..... so I won't spend it, obviously. that would be nice, wouldn't it? If I didn't spend money...HAHAHAHAHAHAA. Seriously, I may stop drinking just to afford residence next semester, which doesn't say much of late since I haven't had a drink in a while and if I have it has not been any alcohol that I have purchased. I have like ten dollars saved up for my friend's birthday this sunday, and pooosibly five more for my other friend's birthday tuesday, otherwise....I want to go to wonderland, so that's fifty dollars, and the rest I kind of have to just not do anything. I don't mind, I like free rides to the beach sometimes and working, it actually is a nice life. I like donig things on my computer or reading, or watching tv shows with my boyfriend as opposed to going bowling or something. We can entertain ourselve,s, ie going for a drive in the pouring rain in the middle of the night in a standard over a bridge under construction, despite the entire horrifying nature of that scene for me.....He keeps me safe, I guess Today is vision health month, so don't forget to wear sunglasses, be considerate of people who need to take a little more time, get your eyes checked reguarly and wear your glasses if you need them! Your sight is important, you never know what can happen, to anything for that matter. Take care, and give your grandparents a hug next time you see them, they're probably seeing the world differently than when they were your age! hugs, xx